On our last evening by the ocean, we managed to make it to the beach to see the end of the sunset. 

I spent several hours by the water this morning, too. Just something about the sand underfoot and the waves crashing in brings peace. This trip has been full of time to reflect and contemplate what is next.

While I'm still not positive about that, this week has offered a new outlook with little glimpses of hope coming into view. Perspective has shifted...

As the world around me keeps moving, I feel more and more prepared to make decisions well. Not that I will always do so... but even in that knowledge, there is grace.

My prayer these days is that I will continue to grow in a healthier direction. That I will be confident in who I am now, able to respond from reality instead of history. And that I will love well, whether with boundaries or hugs. 

Starting with you. 

I love you, friend. 
💜💜💜